a good day at church today and just when im starting to feel like a human again and my mom wants to argue
so instead of two hours with my kids at a birthday party i got two hours of sitting in the car crying
why is it that when youre standing on the edge of a cliff staring into the abyss that the first impulse of others is to give you a push?
4 full days 96 hours without meds
well except for the pain pills and the sleeping pills
my head hurts i dont know if its my blood pressure or just a headache i tried pushing my blood pressure up but nothing happened
i know God is there
but sometimes not alone feels alone