famous last words

reflections on a journey to nothingness

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

why?

i was reading old emails.

banter

it was special meant the world to me wonderful

others are alright

what is wrong with me?

why not me?

why cant i be a friend?

i miss her so much

all i wanted was a friend

now i have nothing

i hate myself SO MUCH

i wish i were dead

please God take me
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