Monday, January 20, 2014

sadness

sadly after 5 days without my medication my blood pressure is only borderline i was hoping the headaches and blurred vision were because it was sky high but its not maybe it was just a fluke low reading i hope

maybe i can be gone before st patricks day but i dont know i hope though

my doctor wonders why i think everyone will be better off without me but how could they not be? i drift into peoples lives leave a stench and when im gone the bad memories of me fade into nothing

im like a ghost already nobody sees me or hears me or knows im around i just take up space and resources the world will be better when im gone

mayb i can spend easter with jesus

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